tribute tu emotionallyhurts.

sila klik di sini utk mengetahui kisah sebelum.
kalo x korg akn xphm ape yg aku tulis.


salam...
aku xtau kenape lately nih ade org yg xberkenan kat aku.
patutlah diorg rase xberkenan kat aku.
mungkinkah aku sebab mengape mereka xley berubah????
mungkin aku influence yg terbesar utk mereka berubah???
manusia berubah.tp xtau la sbb aku, mereka xley berubah.
kekdg aku rase aku yg too much.
tp aku rase,ko kene ingtkan aku atau mungkin ko dah ingtkan aku but mmg aku dah xley nak diajar lagi.
mungkin aku dah xley nak diajar lagi kot.
hey,this is not an emo entry.jadik sila baca dgn intonasi mendatar sbb aku menulis pun dgn ati yg mendatar dan jiwa yang tenang.kalo ati korg xtenang,sila ambil wudhu' atau buat perkara yg menenangkan diri korg terlebih dahulu.then baru sambung baca entry nih..
so kepada nakiwa,trima kaseh sbb sedarkan aku utk 2 3 ari nih..
pasnih aku cube bley buat ko brubah..aku tatau pun aku punca segalanya.
mungkinkah aku harus pindah umah????
mungkin kau harus pindah umah??
tp aku xley dowh nak pindah.
sbb ko ngan aku kan partner in crime.
HAHAHAHAHAH.

but again kalo ade salah aku officially mintak maaf kat ko.
walopun aku akn menyesal sekejap,tp percayelah aku pasti akn menghantui idup ko selama2nya..btw,aku buat post nih tym ko gi umah badboy.pakai pc ko ok.
hahaaha.tp kalo aku xde dunia pasti merindui aku.dan aku phm kenape rumah senyap kalo aku xde.sbb aku la da troublemaker.
dasar nazay yg ske kacau idup org..
besar gak eh impak aku kat idup ko kan..hmmmm...

"bende yg menghalang aku untuk berubah adalah sang ganjil… aku perlu menyalahkan dea untuk semua perkara… walaupun bende yg x der kene mengena ngan dea…"


p/s:aku nak mintak maap sbb ko xdpt mkn roti tampal ari jumaat lepas.huhu.


sekian saja post tribute aku utk ko.lalalala..aku akn berusaha membuat ko berubah.

kerana spageti..

(WARNING: THIS ENTRY MIGHT CONTAINED SOME GROSS STUFF THAT WILL MAKE YOU CANNOT EAT FOR THE WHOLE DAY.READER ARE ADVISED NOT TO READ IF THEY CANT BEAR WITH IT)


salam.ok,aku tau its ramadhan n korg mst terliur terbayangkan kesedapan spageti.
but ada kisah di sebalik makanan nih.oh ye sowi dah lame xhapdet pasal aku xde story best plus mls nak updet.nak updet pasal besday aku pun aku malas lagi nak citer pasal besday orang laen.so aku malas la nak hapdet.ok back to da story.

it was da first ramadhan when i was craving of having spageti during the fasting break(betul ke ni?).so my mum with her full of love made me da spageti plus sirap bandung soda as our drinks.peh... in my heart only-god-knows-da feeling and it made me xsaba2 nak buka puasa.
since it just da 0nly day yg i akan berbuka puasa ngan my fam,so i was lyk enjoy da day so much.It was 7.12pm,and i heard the azan maghrib.so its tym to eat la wei.started wif kurma n with the tamak haloba i took the spageti n i ate it.amik ko 2 pinggan straight.(fyi 2 pinggan nih standard aku di hari biase.so cam biasa jek la).the spageti was sooooooo deliciousss.then i drank soda bandung that my mum made.my mum n dad tgk jek kelahapan anak mereka tanpa sebarang kata2.huhuh..yelah it was my last day i can fast break ngan diorang b4 2-3 days b4 raya n it was the first ramadhan.so why lost da oppurtunity.actually my mom made some pudding as dessert but i can ate it coz my stomache was full.so i reserved it later after terawikh.ok i'm done eating my meal.so,i prayed seme2 la kan n chill kat hall waiting for azan isyak.suddenly.......

i felt something in my stomache.u know da felt when your stomache is full and you-just-felt-lyk to sendawa but cannot sendawa??malay said "angin".lyk dat arr i felt.so i took a nap to let the pain gone.so my dad woke my up to go to terawikh. i did.8 jek sebab xtahan n i also want to have a cit cat wif my fren/neighbour sbb dah lama xjumpe since dah nmpk die.so i balik rumah la with perut yg xsedap nih..

so ape kaitannya spageti ngan citer aku nih??tunggu citer baru separuh.

so it was 10.00 and angah(my cousin) came to my house with abg chik and uda.we were planning to see da DEATH RACE earlier.so he took me and we went to Kluang Parade to see the movie.seriously i cant stand the pain but i wanna see the movie.so i bought the assam utk hilangkan angin n perasaan loya.seriously it worked.i can enjoy the movie myself.It was a great movie.i bet you wanna watch it again because the story was so cool.So,after the movie,they wanted to go yam char + hookahing(shisha la tuh).i was berat jek nak follow but i followed arr.at the stall i wanna order limau suam coz kalo angin2 minum limau bagus but abes plak .(motif limau boleh habis.dah arr buat minum jek.)pastuh angah recommended me to order teh halia @ ginger tea(matilah direct translation).so i pun order arr.bley teh halia pun habis.wat the fish kan.seme jek habis.so i pasrah n redha jek la.After 5 minutes,i felt really discomfort.so i asked abg chik to take me home.so he did.sampai rumah,the first place i must found is da TOILET.*wink*

at the toilet,you wanna know what happened?????
i PUKED.PUKED.all the spageti came outside my mouth.i think all da spegeti dat i ate came out.pehhh..amik ko nazay.makan xbersopan.kan dah muntah2 plus sakit perut.i thought pas dah puked tuh ok,but my stomache plak problem.i have to format it 3 4 times dat nyte.really hard dat nite.so during sahur,i can't eat benda complex lyk nasi coz tekak dah xley terima.so i took bread with milo panas.mmg lemah gile ok.suppose i went back to melaka on tuesday but my dad changed the ticket coz die tgk anak die melepek jek.huhu..

so what's da moral of da story???
jgn la mkn spegeti xingt dunia sambil meminum air berkarbonat.kombinasi yg cukup membuatkn hari anda indah bak sang suria.

aku benci.

benci.aku benci tersepit.aku benci,dikongkong,aku benci memilih.

abaikan aku

aku ingin ke suatu tempat.jauh dari org.jauh di seberang.kat sana,xda org kenal aku,xda org kisah pasal aku,xda org yg sekat aku,xda org yg tau itu aku.kau tahu kat mane tempat tu?

aku ingin bebas,terbang macam burung,riang macam muzik berkumandang,segar seperti bayu menyapaku.
tanpa ketegangan,kusut,perasaan cemburu.kau tau mane nak cari semua tu?

aku ingin keseorangan,tidak memikirkan sesiapa,tiada sesiapa menyapa,tiada hati terluka,
tapi berapa lama aku boleh bertahan?

arghh....

aku hanya berfantasi lagi.kali ini aku memang ingin sepi.rasa marahku menjadi-jadi.
kenapa aku?kenapa aku?kenapa aku?


kau tahu mana lagi penting dalam hidup ini?kau tahu siapa paling penting dalam hidup ini?
kau tahu apa yg sepatutnya engkau tahu?

biarlah aku saja yang tahu.biar aku yang terima semuanya.biarlah...biarlah....asalkan kau puas dengan egomu,amarahmu,prinsipmu,ideologimu.

aku hanya aku.aku tetap aku,tapi aku tidak akan selalu begitu.

Tagged by Lofp & Roziyuzmasdianti

Answer truthfully..

Nickname:Nazir,nazay,azay,adik,ajey,apet,a.j,sang ganjil

Married: No.

Male/Female: Male

High school: Sekolah Tinggi Kluang,Johor

College: Multimedia University.

Are You A Healthy Freak?: Hell Yeahh!!!

Do You Have A Crush On Someone?: adala~~~

Current status: Single,not available and loving it

Do You Like Yourself: Yes

Is There Someone You Want To Be With Right Now?: Budak Tinggi yang skinny

I'm About To: Take a bath,solat then watch Ezora

First..

Surgery:when i was in standard 5.circumcised

Person You See In The Morning:Syazone my roomie

Award: Pelajar terbersih masa darjah 3.

Sports You Join: Football

Vacation: went to air papan,mersing

Concert: sure heboh 2004

Currently

Playing: Fluorescent adolescent - Arctic Monkeys

Pending: to see shahnaz my gf

What's NEW: nwa br beli hp baru

Your future..

Want Kids: Twins

Want To Get Married: yes.

Careers In Mind: Engineer / Modern Farmer

Which is better?

Lips Or Eyes?: Eyes

Hugs Or Kisses?: kisses

Shorter Or Taller?: taller

Romantic Or Spontaneous?: spontaneous

Sensitive Or Loud?: loud

Troublemaker Or Hesitant?: neither

Have you ever..

Kissed A Stranger?: no.

Drank Bubbles: no

Lost Glasses / Contacts: no

Ran Away From Home: no.

Liked Someone Younger: currently

Broke someone's heart: always.

Been arrested: no.

Cried when someone died: yes.

Do you believe in..

Yourself: yes

Miracles: sometimes.

Magic: no.

Angels: yes (malaikat)

Tag 5 ppl:
1-Shahnaz
2-Rased
3-Haaziq Zahar
4-Affanazami
5-Tanpa Nama